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i havent wrote in this in an ill minute. its summer! and i'm working every mon-fri from 8-4.
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Whoa May is basically over. This year is flying by. Jeffrey and i had a spectacular time at prom, and my feet hated me for a while for jamming them into intense shoes. Summers practically here, and i'm so excited because I'm going to have so much fun. I mean commmmon, i basically have a car now, and i'm gonna work my ass off to buy my own, which dad seems like he said he would help me buy one. Things have been really disappointing lately though, like my friends all have changed completely, like doing drugs and stuff, and i really hate that shit, to be honest i dont really want to be friends with people who do that. Like people who are going around al drunk or coked up or rollin on exatascy(?) -obv. i dont do it i cant even spell it- and i don't know. I really want to mean People who have morals and truely respect themselves. It seems like people dont care what others seem themselves as, i mean call me old fashioned but i dont/ or ever would cheat on my boyfriend or lie to him or my family. It just seems that many have giving up on whats considered "boring or prude" nowadays, and converted to a scary dangerous lifestyle. I'm not sure if my life expirences with physical/mental/emotional abuse, and dealing with my illness has caused me to grow up, but i seemed to have skipped over the need to fill my life with those stupid childish mistakes. Theres nothing i want more than to get married and start my life as an adult. I know i'm young, but i dont have that inside , i look at life through a older more mature person. I guess what i'm trying to say is, you don't have to fill your lives wit these destructive things to get by. Go outside, lay in the sun, play with you dog, do something, its more gratifying than getting high, drunk, whatever and hooking up with stangers/fighting/ endangering yourself or others. (btw, if this sounds like you, it wasn't intentional, I'm just venting, I'm not mad at you) 4 months and 4 days of bliss with jeffrey, i love you baby<3
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I haven't written a good entry in a while. I don't know if its because i've been really busy or just because i'm lazy. Probably both. My ligfe is crazy yet collected as of now. I've had alot more responsibility come my way now that my sister has moved in. But i don't mind it the slightest bit. I get to see my sister almost everyday. Which for the most part is good, i still wish we wouldn't fight as often, but its deff lightened up. I just want to take care of her, i hate seeing her upset, and i want to set good examples for her. i mean shes my baby sister and i love her. Jeff and I are perfect :] and i love him more and more everyday. Prom is on friday. and i'm really excited.
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i got my license. 18 days till 4 months :] schools almost over, kinda. i kinda have a car. :] <3 life is amazing i loveeeeeeeee you jeffrey joesph st.laurent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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!!! 5 days till 3 months!!!!!!! 6 days till i get my license!!!!!!!!!!! 5 days and it will be 3 years since i got kicked out. vacation was fun, i spend alot of time with jeff.
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me and jeff got into our first fight today. i got mad cause he said i was "fucking pissing him off" i didnt understand if he was kidding or not so i got sad and didnt talk to him, as soon as we got back to his house he got really sad and just wanted to see me smile, so i said we'd be fine if he gave me a big kiss. so he did. and we're perfect. he said he's gonna marry me. !
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i just cant believe how completely lucky i am.
i'm yours forever.<3 !
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Planning our lives already.
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I AM 17!!!!!! and i got the job for camp counseling! i'm so stoked. i'm spending the day with jeff and my family! !
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4 days till my birthday. i'm so tired. i love jeffrey so freaking much<3
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jeff bought me the most beautiful ring for my birthday along with a movie and clothes<3
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9 days till i'm 17! packages are arriving at my house. i accidently peaked at a letter my dad got from american apparel(favorite store) and i got 2 things i wanted. :D a big package showed up today, and its doo heavy to be clothes i think, i wonder what it is, :] i had a road lesson yesterday. I'm so goood at paralell parking. i'm so stoked for my birthday. i wonder if jeffs bought my present yet? i dunno. blahhhhh ilyjefffrey! !
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12 daysssssssssssssssss till my birthday. i'm stoked. and my road lesson is coming up soon. and i'm stilll sick. jefffffrey! let it be known that my boyfriend is soooooo amazing, and if anyone tries to come between me and him, i will personally hunt you down and leave you in a condition where your drinking food through a straw. :D ilybabyyyy<33333
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oh man, i feel so shitty. i have a road lesson on the 26th! only 2 more to go lol. on the 25th is 2 mnths with jeff. on the 18th of april i'm getting tested for allergies, so ill have about a milliuon needles put into my skin, should be fun. the the next day, i got a dentist appointment >_< i freaking hate the dentist. my birthday is in 15 days!!! i love you jefffff! !
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20 days till i'm 17! yay! my xbox has died, we gotta send it back </3 i hope the new one doesnt take forever to get here
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SOOO BASICALLY.
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25 days till my birthdayyyy! and i love and live for this lmfao. Jeff02899: i got your application
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only 26 days till my birthday!
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i've been sick for the past two days.
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exhausted
blank
awake
tired
creative
cold
chipper
bouncy
giddy
excited
cheerful
bitchy
sick
annoyed
silly
groggy